I was dying for a lot of years, yet through immense pain and the gift of desperation, and now dealing with grift and loss, I’m able to start living again, and you can too.
I’d finally stop running and rebelling from the one person that was with me and carried me through all those hard times in my life.
At the beginning it seemed impossible to get my head wrapped around that notion. How could surrender ever bring victory?
I’ve been able to focus my attention on much more important things, like myself and God and doing the next best thing.
I’ve been givin’ so many “Second Chances” that it almost seems ridiculous,. How could one escape death so many times without a greater power intervening?
Like an out of body experience, I stood on the other side of my judgement like never before.
When you’re convinced that something will never happen, think again!
It’s the good, bad and ugly all wrapped up in one. It would say…”Hey! I went through a mountain range of shit and survived and you can too”.
The answer to my freedom was in that darkness and I came to understand that’s where I had to go in order to ever see the light again.