I wave around this wand of patience, like some sort of magic stick, hoping all my problems will somehow magically disappear. Patience with others is applied much more easily then with myself.
I’ve come a long way from those humble beginnings. I’ve built up things better and stronger then they were before, the mortar for my foundation has the proper mixture this time.
I’m pushing myself to be stronger, better, more resilient, I’m looking for logic where none exists.
I’d finally stop running and rebelling from the one person that was with me and carried me through all those hard times in my life.
Maybe it comes with age, but I’m in a place of peace and acceptance now. Anxiety and depression plague me from time to time and…
Pillows of Silk
Faith takes immense courage, courage takes strength, strength takes tenacity, tenacity takes endurance and endurance means letting go.
The waiting game
It’s not easy but it is possible. You are the one on this journey, no one else, so don’t let people tell you what to do or influence you to do something different than what you know to be true for you.
The White Flag
At the beginning it seemed impossible to get my head wrapped around that notion. How could surrender ever bring victory?
The Next Best thing…
I’ve been able to focus my attention on much more important things, like myself and God and doing the next best thing.
One Brave Man
One day a brave man came into my life. He gained my trust. He was gentle and kind, and I was not. I never liked anyone who got too close to me, yet his persistence and patience was intriguing to me.