Sure…I want to know everything about everything, people come to me with questions and of course I want to have all the answers, or at least think I do!
I wave around this wand of patience, like some sort of magic stick, hoping all my problems will somehow magically disappear. Patience with others is applied much more easily then with myself.
When your feeling good, like really good – that means the medication is working, it’s not a sign to stop your meds!
I’m pushing myself to be stronger, better, more resilient, I’m looking for logic where none exists.
I’d finally stop running and rebelling from the one person that was with me and carried me through all those hard times in my life.
I’ve been able to focus my attention on much more important things, like myself and God and doing the next best thing.
One day a brave man came into my life. He gained my trust. He was gentle and kind, and I was not. I never liked anyone who got too close to me, yet his persistence and patience was intriguing to me.
It comes in small sections, at best it only lasts 15-20 minutes, sometimes only for a few seconds. It’s elusive and hard to find and yet it’s within us all.
I guess you could say that among that pile of garbage was a gem even I couldn’t see.
When you’re convinced that something will never happen, think again!